Thoughts... Are like.. "PCR"s... :)

Thoughts... Are like.. "PCR"s... :)

Just like a PCR Rx...n

Thoughts.... are d amplification reaction...

With d template of inherited preconceptions..

It all starts...

The primers of...

Impression n faux passes..

Or

Ideas n deviations

Or

Experience n expectations..

Helps them take a root ....

Once rooted..

They are routed in a specific direction...

Then they are extended with d help of....

Little logic and rationality...

Often triggered by belief n intuition...

They are polymerized...

Destroyed n reformed..

by d circumstances n visibility..

by occasionally changing..

n mostly sticking to Ur own self...

Like an accurately formed rxn mixture..

It has d buffer of joy n sorrow...

Along with.. Positive and negative controls..::::

Our action n reaction...

The end product formed.. The Amplicon is...

Your LIFE...

The length of which is pre-determined..

BUT

The quality is decided by perfectly blended RXN MIXTURE..

Aptly known as the.. "MASTER MIX"

Thoughts... Are like.. "PCR"s... :)

The results of which cant b shown by electrophoresis...

But can be revisited in "Real Time.." using d memory

Improving d amplicon everytime a new rxn is run....

Thoughts... Are like.. "PCR"s... :)

Haphazard.. Going with the Flow

There are too many things running into my mind right now...
I am just unable to categorize them..
Organise them..
To make sense..


All I know is..
These thoughts are not Technical

Dont know how to define technical now..
Its not like the usual cause and effect thoughts..
Action and reaction thoughts..

Or wait are they..
I am completely going nuts here..

But this feeling is cool..
Like floating in the air..
Eating an ice cream..
Feeling the wind rush past yours ears..

Like the  rain drops on your closed eyes..

Its d feeling of crying.. for the sheer love of it..
Like screaming.. just to vacate the hollow in stomach..

Running.. just to get exhausted..
N Smiling... For absolutely no reason at all..

I always feel this way..
Isn't it a little weird..

N what is more weirder ..
I hear ppl say..

I deperately want this ...
This is the love of my life..
I want to do thi..s this.. things before I die..
I want to visit a place at least once..

God I want this, I dont like this,
I love this.. M madly in love with that..
Cant ask for more.. etc etc

I never feel so desperately for anything ever..
But that doesnt mean I dont want anything..

I like things,..
In-fact I love few things..
The most precious moments..

I even imagine things..
Just the way I like it..

But I cant demand or stick to it..
Or fight for it..
Coz I always feel there are things..

Which are bound to happen
N they will happen..

No matter how hard I strain myself
Or
No matter I pay attention to it or no..

N then all I want, All that might happen, All that might not..
Comes collapsing on me..
Like the building of cards..

N
I cant stop smiling at my Haphazard thoughts..
Which always make me go with the flow of my life..
Making me happy.. sad on its way..
Showing me my most precious moments..
I wudnt have ever dreamt of..

Breathtaking... & Mesmerizing..

After A very long night's... beauty sleep!!!

I woke up with a smiling face..

And my Smile turned even more wider..

Coz of the breathtaking mountain top view..

I sat there smiling all the while..

Admiring the most pure relationship

Of the cottony clouds..

 resting in the bosom of the mountaintops..

It took me a few moments to realize..

I actually woke up on the mountain top..

N then few more..

For the fact to sink in..

Once I realized, gravity of the situation..

I panicked..

My very first reaction was to look around..

The moment I turned around..

The creases of my forehead straightened

&

formed at the corner of my lips..

This time the view was not just breathtaking..

It was maddening..

It was..

Him..

With the mischief in his eyes..

That million dollar smile..

& 

The mesmerizing voice.....

Wishing me good morning..!!!

I just love the sound of my name on his lips..

& 

then that sound grew louder and repetitive..

Annoying..

Thats when I realised its my mom

Waking me up

Thinking I am total nutcase

To smile and giggle in the Sleep..

I got up.. this time for real..

But couldn't stop Smiling..

& 

From that moment on wards I am searching for..

Those mischievous eyes

That million dollar smile..

& 

The mesmerizing voice.....

What can I say..

Lal mere Dil ka Haal Hai

Lagta Tumpe Kamaal Hai

yeh tofha nahi sawaal hai

Kya Subhash Ghai Ke Picture ka naam 'Taal' Hai...

Sorry..

But I love this dialogue

From 1 of my favorite movie

Kal Ho Na Ho..

Haso Khelo Muskurao..

Kya Pata

Kal Ho Na Ho..!!!

Unlocking the puzzle

Unlocking the PUZZLE..

I am currently very happy..
Coz m so smart to think of this title in 1st place;
and then paint it pink just to make any1 reading aware..
Its the "feminine" perspective of ...
Life..
Unlocking the PUZZLE..

M not very old and my hair is definitely not grey coz of all d experience
I feel its some vitamins messing around my system..

Nevertheless M still going ahead and writing this
U know how I am
Well most of my friends know..
"Smartness" is  just another word for describing me...

Enough of flaunting.. (Ya Ya I hear That..)

So back on track..
I think some decent bollywood guy can I actually have this..
Unlocking the Puzzle..
As a movie title..
N then finally we, and in turn Indian Cinema will be blessed with one of the "Classics"..
Which exceptionally will be actually liked and appreciated..
May even fetch an Oscar..
U agree.. right??
The title is very catchy.. Obviously U know y...

Ok now enough is enough before u just close this tab
N move on..
I will get back to what I actually meant to..
Sit back and Write..

All these days..
I have been reading few novels,
Interacting with a whole bunch of people..
Some new, few old..
Some old found completely in new way..
N I have also been watching hell lot of movies..
All romantic.. (Just to remind you that the title is "Pink" in color)

And I have come to an conclusion..
Life is a puzzle..
But just like any another puzzle game..
It doesnt have a beautiful picture at the end..
Not Everything is in place and your life never comes and says..
"Congratulations...U have done it.."

Its more like a maze of puzzle..
Never ending..
U have to just continue unlocking one puzzle after another..
Sometimes U win, sometimes u lose,
Sometimes your happy and at times sad,
For some moments U r just ready..
all set and that very moment.. Ur caught offgaurd..
Its complicated..
when the world is happy.. U just fail to Smile
And When u r Happy.. World is filled with sorrow..

There are very rare moments and mind you they r..
Really special..
When the entire Universe feels just the way U feel..
Its just Blindingly Happy Times..
Incredible experience..

Where ur brain doesnt work..
And all u can hear is ur heart beating as fast as it ever can..

Oh..
its Maddening..
N then u r all by urself the very next moment
U dont know wat to say..
How to react..
where to go..

N thats when precisely u r asked to take decisions..
Decisions which are life changing..
Which Unlocks the next exciting puzzle of Life..

They say Life is short enjoy it to the fullest..
Every moment.. Good or Bad.. Live it..

Everyone has plans..
We do and Act according to that..

But then there are
Coincidences,
Destiny and
Fate..

And who knows, now you have it all.. next moment..

As the famous Yash Chopra Movie says..
"Kal ho na Ho.."

Yo! M back..
Cant help..

Thanks for bearing with me thru' all this..

"Light.."

Light...
Bright White Light..

Light that forms an empty canvass in front of you.. White light

There is nothing you can think of...
nothing you can do..
Absolutely nothing...

You forget you are in the middle of something..
Some work probably,
Busy street..
But Absolutely nothing is what you feel..
You even forget you are alive,
you forget to breathe....

But that is exact time when you know it all...
The canvass is not empty,
It is full of Glory..
Full of happiness
Full of purity
Utmost serenity...

That is when you meet "yourself"..
Your "soul".. if you have to name..
Thereon..
You know life better, Fuller..
Nothing Scares you..
Absolutley nothing bothers you..

Coz you know..
Light..
The Bright white light..
n your soul is always with you..

Magical it seems.. I have never experienced this but I feel that such a thing exist and one day I will also have the opportunity to meet "me".. my soul if you have to name it...

Its just mesmerising.. this thought of meeting your "soul"...

I dont even know all this is making any sense at all, but if you read Paulo Coelho's work.. You will probably understand what i meant.. This specific book, the witch of portobello.. I picked up hurriedly during my one of visits to the library.. I was not too keen about it.. But it so happened, it kind of  happened , this book, the incidences narrated guided me in few situations.. daily interactions probably and i realised it has to be true someway or the other..

You may not find it so..
But for me... If you have to name.. call it "coincidence"..
Just like Albert Einstein stated "Coincidence.. is God's way of remaining anonymous.”